(Before it mattered-)
I was a midnight ghoul
casting prayers and hexes,
leaving stains where I knelt
before an empty bed—
(But now-)
I smear lipstick
to find something holy,
I bare atavistic teeth
and take a bite of God—
(However later-)
I scream out filthy curses,
I spit out belligerence,
I roar out the names
of every motherfucker
that ever laid a finger on me.
© Nancy Botta, 2018
Wow. This is so deep. The heart may try convincing to go pass the horror but sometimes it just screams out of us.
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wow.
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Deep..real talk…
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Loved it😊
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Ouch!
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such is the ancient protective will
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Wow! Amazing write, Nancy!
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Brilliant!
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